1. 2 months ago 

   Gleam

   If I believe then tell me

   Will any of this actually matter?

   My hope exceeds my cynical endeavors,

   Yet betraying me till the very end

   I still give in every time

   Wishing for a day I can conquer this

   But it seems like there is no escape.

   As you govern this soul who wishes to host this life.

   Continuously putting me in darkness.

   Left with a gleam of light,

   But that gleam is all you need don’t you?

   To be fooled by you,

   Where the darkness around me matters not,

   And every time I grasp that light

   You show me the values of my journey.

   But before I can venture any further,

   You put me back where I started…

   In darkness.

   (06/03/13)
   

2. 2 months ago 

   Just`Cause

    

   Walk with me

   I`ll show you a world beyond reality

   Let you live a dream that can never be

   Move forward with this mentality

    

   Talk with me

   I`ll give your ears a symphony

   Your world will know true harmony

    

   Die with me

   For there is no other

   (21/02/2013)

3. 2 months ago 
   

   thought I would take a swing at photoshop after a while.

    
4. 2 months ago 

   To: Poetry

   I`ve become numb to my muses.

   Where the sound I hear differ no less than the color grey.

   The black and white tampered and yet too simple.

   Seeking to see the colors that make me feel alive again.

   Or shall I simply remain till you allow me an embrace which is long overdue.

   I will even treasure a simple pace.

   If that will make due for you.

   This part becomes harder as the next.

   Because the more I speak of you,

   The further you are from my grasp

   To reconnect me back…to my words,

   I wish to give in to you,

   So that you may pull me back into your gravity once more

   Through the darkness around us

   Be my light yet again in this world

   So that I may venture not once but often

   Guided, by your light.

   -FEB 28/2013

5. 8 months ago 
   

   Want! =O

    
6. 8 months ago 
   

   Seriously now! Why such a temptation when my ps3`s blu-ray drive is broken and putting me out of commission for a while =(

    
7. 8 months ago 
   

   First dog will be a corgi! That much I can guarantee!

    
8. 8 months ago 

   Evolyn and Evilyn

   Oh sweet Evolyn, you loosened the noose and let me live.

   I was ready to disconnect this world from my sins.

   Holding me against my will I could not comprehend.

   But you let Evilyn allow me to suffer.

   Torturing me through such a wrath.

   Which is why dear Evolyn I seek salvation and another path.

   A path with you to be free of Evilyn`s wrath.

   Let her see that I only bleed for you with no hesitation.

   So will you hold my hand on this journey dear Evolyn?

   To accompany me to this new world that I wish to be a part of

   To let Evilyn see the consequences of the unjust.

   While she sleeps away the dreams that can never be

   Let her live within this dark fantasy and be free with me.

   Dear Evolyn I ask you once more to let go of this duality

   And allow this part of you to hold me forever.

   Before reality chooses to finally disconnect me. (Sept 5, 2012)

9. 8 months ago 

   One Two Ten

   I can never be the man I wish to be

   Because my scars have broken me down to three

   A ten I used to be before my journey began.

   Where five seems to be a moment for me

   To catch up to and take a break before I move onward with six.

   Seven, eight, and nine seem to be a path that is truly divine,

   But right now a four is presently on my mind

   It`s the next step to take,

   But if my chance is a miss i fall down two and one.

   My goal of ten will be quite adventurous

   But it`s a journey full of trials and tribulation,

   Full of focus and patience

   And when I reach my number i will remember…

   How I was once a three with days of two and one

   But I wont forget how this journey

   Was worth more than none. (Aug 21, 2012)

10. 8 months ago 

    Onward

    ‘Pride your foot unto the receiving earth and move forward’

    Forward unto the path before you and lay not a step less

    As you walk with your head above the clouds.

    And may you feel proud

    For what lies ahead

    Shall welcome

    Death. (Aug 13th 2012)

11. 8 months ago 

    Patiently Impatiently Awaiting

    I sit here looking, listening, unable to think.

    And I’m still looking away.

    I’m trying like a fool I’m still trying.

    When I know it will all come about on its own.

    I can’t help but sit here wondering when that will be.

    I’m hoping and waiting for that time to come.

    I fear it will take over me,

    Consume me from other thoughts,

    The moments of many to come.

    Burdening me into a void of time; awaiting.

    Looking towards what my imagination conjures

    For the sake of pleasing my hopes.

    Never knowing what is to come,

    What is to begin and what is to end. (Jul 23rd, 2012)

12. 8 months ago 

    Silent Memory(risque)

    Before I walked away

    I kissed you in your silence and watched as you wept.

    You felt the power of my lips leave you

    Breathless and disconnected from reality.

    You seemed trapped, longing for an escape before this

    But I was able to loosen the noose

    And as I released you…

    I witnessed you become so medicated and impure.

    Our body and soul fixated on the illumination of our ‘hearts’.

    We embraced every moment as it was our last;

    Not knowing that I would be gone.

    A moment soon to be left on the ocean floor

    From this dusk til the break of dawn. (Jul 23rd 2012)

    Note: This had a risque attempt ;P

13. 8 months ago 

    Oblivious

    Dare i capture your attention?

    Pardon me as i dare not mention;

    This magnificent illusion that my smile beckons

    Illuminating the way to your heart

    Dare you capture my attention?

    Nay! For the smile you see will honor the illusion to match yours

    I choose not to soil my soul to such a queen

    A queen with the hands of destruction with no means

    To the world you have become a fallen idea

    A lost thought for that matter

    Existing in a world without any hope

    Nothing but a passerby claiming to live

    …Innocently (Jul 18th, 2012)

14. 8 months ago 

    Forward #2

    I will give in.

    I will look forward.

    I will hope.

    I will allow you to hold a part of me.

    A heart full of broken dreams,

    To mend the pain i became numb to,

    To allow you to bring my hopes a new,

    This moment will be a part of me.

    As well it will be a part of you.

    Onward this foot we lay towards a new path

    Together… (Jul 1, 2012)

15. 8 months ago 

    The Grey

    Counting down the days till my heart decays,

    This soft serenity seems to slowly sway,

    Towards the path I wish to take.

    And it takes away the breath I hold for my hopes to come.

    Though as my heart hollowed out to feed the decay,

    I blindly seek what seems to be the only salvation as silly as it may.

    A salvation no less which salivates my hunger towards this decay.

    I fear you mistook where my heart sway,

    For I no longer fear the fray.

    I`m grey of sight where i see no way,

    Never lost but a new path filled with decay.

    A reality which binds me no longer to logic or justice.

    A definition full of grey where all becomes one and one was always none.

    A resolve I chose to dedicated to the grey. - June 27

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